I wish I knew why I let myself feel this way. I wish I knew why these kinds of things bother me beyond belief. It's stupid, childish and unnecessary. Trust me I know. There is no need for me to be reminded of this. I wish I could just let it all slide and go about my day like it's nothing. It should be nothing. I know you. I trust you. There shouldn't be anything that I should have to worry about. I guess the main reason for these feelings is my insecurities reminding me how amazing she is and telling me how much I wish I was just like her. It's not that I have no faith in you; in us.. It's just that I know you could do so much better and that's exactly what she is. So much better.
