what started off as the worst day ever , turned out to be one of the best ones i have had this year . i was so scared to talk to you , but i wanted to so badly .. so i did . i guess it could have gone a little better if i wasn't so stupid and knew how to start a simple conversation , but at least i got to talk to you for a little while. this wasn't the only time i got to talk to you though. it gets even better ! first off , my day was kind of retarded because i woke up late and was almost late for school. another thing that started my day off badly , was having to see your face as soon as i got to school. but whatever , i still had an okay day since we got to do a dem for spring rolls in home ec and we didn't have to do our french oral ! english was kind of boring because all we did was write our spelling test , which i spelt bureaucracy wrong .. how sad , and read two chapters from that new book we got , i can't remember the name though. anywaaaaays , after school was so much fun ! danielle and i walked around the school looking for people to come to macs with us , since our bestfriends all ditched us for track. we ended up walking with paula , camille , and princess because they were walking to wendy's. when we got to macs danielle pointed out a bunch of public school kids who were sitting inside. she said she hated going places wearing her uniform because people make fun of her. weeeeell , guess what happened when they saw us ? this stupid kid asks me if we went to holy cross , and i said yes , then he was like , so do you believe in God , and i was like yes .. and they all started laughing at us . goosh , so annoying . when we walked back to the school , we were talking about how dumb you are. we made a promise that if either of us were to like you again , we would slap each other. haha ! when we got back to the school , we talked to rocky , seb and devante . i like talking to you guys :) except when you called nixon over ! i was so scared. he was glaring at us through the window , and when you called him , he started walking towards us so me and danielle ran into the school. after , we just walked around the school because we were bored. when we went into the caf matt , stefan , tatum and ian were there. it was so funny when tatum told ian that he could drink his water because when he took a sip , tatum was like 'yenno , i actually have no idea who's water that it .. ' and then ian spat it out all over the floor ! okaaaay so , out of everything i did today , my favorite part was talking to you guys on the phone . danielle and i laughed so hard , i started crying . i honestly have no idea what we were laughing about , but it was pretty funny. oh , and sorry for hanging up on you guys . i was trying to look at what time it was , and accidentally pressed something . danielle ! i want to do that again , you better stay tomorrow , so we can continue being 'stalkers' ;)
i can't believe how awkward things are now. seeing you in the hallway today made me realize how much you must hate me. as soon as you saw me , you looked away. we haven't said one word to each other in weeks. i don't understand what happened. everything was going perfectly fine. i thought we were finally going back to the way things used to be. bestfriends, remember ? what ever happened to that ? i miss those daily conversations we would have. half of them were pointless , but i loved talking to you anyways. i wish i could go back and fix whatever i did wrong. i wish you would tell me what i did , because i honestly have no idea. im sorry for everything , i guess.
