i love going back to certain places that remind you of your childhood. they bring back all those memories ; the good and the bad. they make me realize how much i miss the old days hanging out with the people you thought would be you're friends forever. when you start reminiscing you find yourself laughing over the stupid things you did , and crying over the days you wish you could rewind and go back to. yesterday was one of those days. going to that party and seeing you guys made me miss everything. as much as i hated you then , i still wish i could go back and relive the past. so much has changed since then. i remember playing house with you guys. you would always make me be your wife , and i hated that. i remember you asking me to marry you , and me thinking it was f'real , i went home crying , begging my mom to forbid that from happening. i remember you were my very first kiss. we were how old ? like three or something ? haha , can't believe our parents actually made us do that. i still have pictures of us in our stupid outfits that we were forced to wear. we've grown up a lot since those days. i never would have guessed that we would turn out the way we did. it's strange thinking about the people we were back then and comparing it to who we've become.
