& the last thing i want to do is pressure you , im just tired of waiting around with all of these emotions unsure of what to do.
school school school . first day back was pretty amazing . elbers first thing in the morning wasn't the greatest thing to look forward to but it was actually not that bad since bucky was there with me. science was fun with maaaads , even though she took my new hello kitty pen ! i didn't get in trouble for not handing in my homework , which was great because im already doing bad in that class and i don't need my marks going down because of missing assignments. lunch was okay. sat with the usual talking about how our hallway starts off with just us three then after twenty minutes , its completely full . pe was boring because we had to sprint three laps then workout in the weight room. when i went to socials , i was prepared to be in a bad mood because of you but it turned out to be a fun class. yeah , i could have done without you glaring at me the whole time , but whateeeeever. after school was great. we all walked to macs and i bought my favorite candy :) when we went back , we sat on the front stairs and talked about everything which was kind of nice , since i haven't really talked to many people in the last two weeks. i was really glad you stayed today. we don't seem to talk that much , so every opportunity i have is one that i'm planning on taking advantage of. i hope i can change things and find a way to get closer. i know it sounds so .. typical , but its true. i want to open up and be friends , first. even though you already know how i feel , i want to try starting things off a lot more simple. 'if you eat the sand , it will make you hawaiian' im sorry guys , i really should have been born a blonde -.- thanks for putting up with all that. love you lots !
"*oh .. who cares about them , stay strong dont listen to them .. isn't that what you told me before? maybe they don't understand , but you're you .. they cant change you, only you can. been there , done that : )" - alfonsoibasco .
thankyou for always knowing exactly what to say.
OH ! and happy birthday justin bieber .
