this whole guilt trip thing you've got going on .. could you please stop. one day its not going to have the same effect on me and you'll have nothing left to make me stay. try telling the truth once and a while. that wouldn't hurt. if you stopped trying to point all the faults i've made , you might realize that you've made quiet a few yourself. i'm sorry , i know i'm not perfect. i'm actually very far from it. don't be so quick to judge , because you have your fair share of imperfections too.