don't you just hate it when you never seem to learn from your mistakes no matter how hard you try or what the consequences may be. well i know i do. i always promise i won't do something and then what to i do ? i go and do it. half the time i don't even realize i'm doing it until after it's done. i know that people can only forgive you a certain amount of times before they think they can't trust you anymore , but the fact is , i'm trying so hard to change. it's not like i do these thing purposely. honest. it just happens. i'm trying not to be so selfish and inconsiderate. all i seem to do now is push the people i love the most away with my stupidity. i'm so careless when it comes to thinking about other peoples feelings. so i think from now on i'm not going to make anymore promises saying that i won't do it again because i know that one day , whether it's next week or two years from now , i'm going to screw up once again. don't get me wrong though , i will try my very best never to make these mistakes again , but no promises because i know you're all getting tired of hearing the same thing over and over again. i'm am truly and wholeheartedly sorry to anyone i have ever hurt in the past , anyone who i have recently or am currently hurting , and anyone that i might hurt in the future.
