rs: 'no , you're the one that smells bad amanda'
ca: 'no , she smells like butterflies and rainbows'
lately, things have been annoyingly confusing. my emotions are all mixed up and messed. i don't know how i feel about certain people, and it's really bothering me. i wish things could be straightforward like they used to be. you always make me happy and whenever i talk to you, i'm left smiling like an idiot. the simple things you do make me laugh. the only thing about this is that nothing could ever become of us. first and foremost, you are one of my best friends and i would never want to jeopardize that. your friendship means far to much to me to ruin things over some silly little crush. another thing that is really getting to me is that fact that i can't seem to fully get over you. i know you don't feel the same, so why should i continue? i know it's pointless and stupid, but i can't seem to completely let go. when i don't talk to you, it's not that hard but the moment you say something to me all my hard work of getting over you goes down the drain.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jUMe_1oL8tg&playnext_from=TL&videos=bwvHO1oLjDA
if you're reading this , i recommend you listen to this ! :)
