confessions time.
wish i could say these to each of you, face to face, but i cant. so here:
the simplest conversations with you have me smiling ear to ear. sometimes i wish i could just sit there and talk to you forever.
arrrrrgh, you drive me crazy. i know you're family and i have to love you no matter what, but sometimes i just waanna.. . bleh ! you know how badly i wanted what you're getting, so please stop rubbing it in. you always do this to me. its not fair because i told you how much it meant to me. i swear, you do these kinds of things just to get to me. congratulations, you've succeeded once again.
i miss you. can't you come back sooner? things just aren't the way they used to be. i remember having so much fun when you were here. school used to be something that i looked forward to. my grades were actually acceptable and my homework was actually done on time. i miss having someone there with me all the time. just us two.
i hate having to always follow you around and never fully feeling accepted. you keep telling me how they make you feel left out, when the truth is .. you make me feel the same way. i'm glad things are getting better though. i hope they don't go back to how they used to be.
