this is all to familliar. i wish it didn't have to happen again. first the news, then the tears. i don't want it to happen again. loosing one was quite enough. when she left, things were never the same again. i tried and tried to make things work, but the effort wasn't returned. it hurt, but i got over it. i got to know more people. now its happening again. but i swear , i will not let it fade away. i will do everything. promise. as long as you keep your promises. im scared, but i have a feeling things will be okay.
